My heart aches. Apparently, he's looking for an apartment in DE. I'm now not really sure what to think. I bet if i were to talk/hang out with him he wouldn't mention it. I also wonder what will happen to his kid, that is if he's still having one. I don't know what to believe anymore. My heart that was swelling just a few short months ago feels small and pitiful. It feels more and more shrunken and wrenched as I go on. But I can't seem to resist him when we interact with each other. He's kind of viral to me.
I feel a little connection with Dustin but it doesn't last much longer after we've hung out. I shamelessly use him as a distraction from David and for companionship. However, it seems he won't be a source of sexual release for me due to reservations and lack of places to host the act in question. So, I must look for NSA and one night stands. That leaves me to craigslist unfortunately but I find myself being overly picky and priggish about the entire matter. I am rather disgusted with myself. Sigh, we'll see...
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