Beach bound!

I hope to go to the beach this Sunday. My emotions are overwhelming me and I don't think I can handle people for much longer. I've been thinking about other people lately and often. I hope that putting myself in others' shoes will keep me well planted in my own shoes.

I feel sick with hurt sometimes when I think back on some of the things that I have done in the past year, some of the people I was with, the mistakes I made. I'm trying not to internalize everything but I'm not sure if I'm capable of anything but.