Fly to the Sky - Like a Man

Hands down one of my favorite songs. I think it's absolutely beautiful and it's one of those songs that speak to me, especially when I'm feeling down.

Lyrics:
ireohkaedo yakhae bbajin naraneungeol
I'm so weak
naega ireohkaena geobi maneun saramingeol
and I'm a person of so many fears
yeotae molrasseo moreugoman sarasseo
Until now I hadn't known that, I had lived on not knowing
niga nal ddeonagi jeonae
before you left me that is

maeil neoreul saranghaneundae
Although I love you everyday
geuriweo haneundae gaseumeul magado
Although I miss you, even if I try to stop my feelings
shwil sae eobshi nunmuliheulreo
Endless tears spill out
taeeona cheoeum najadabji mothagae
and for the first time I'm so unlike a man

eoleumcheoreom chagaweojil shimjangindae
My heart is as cold as ice
gyeolgug ibyeolapae hachanhajil sarangindae
and in the end this love was worthless in the face of seperation
wae nal weonhaettni naeanae wae sarattni
Why did you want me? Why did you live inside of me?
haearyeo bolsurog miweo
The more I study you, the more I hate you

maeil neoreul saranghaneundae
Although I love you everyday
geuriweo haneundae gaseumeul magado
Although I miss you, even if I try to stop my feelings
shwil sae eobshi nunmuliheulreo
Endless tears spill out
taeeona cheoeum najadabji mothagae
and for the first time I'm so unlike a man

motijeo naega nal ijeodo
naboda deo sojunghan ojig neoiltenigga

neol weonhago neol saranghago
geudae gidaridaga nae salmi meomchweodo
huhweneobseo saraittneun han
gwenchana ni namjaro sardaganigga

I can't forget you, even if you forget me
Because you'll the most special thing to me even
if my life stops because of my waiting for
you, my loving of you, and my wanting for you.

I don't have any regrets living like this
because I'm going to live as your man


For that matter, the entire album is actually very well sung and written.

Today my feelings went on a massive roller coaster. I was treated with a small blast from the past. My integrity was insulted both in a back handed manner, as well as directly to me.

In the former situation, I was supposedly believed to still be with my ex while going out with other guys and sleeping with them. At first I laughed at this, but later it hit me that apparently people think nothing of my own integrity and morals that I would go out and blatantly cheat on someone with whom I'm supposedly (I'm not btw) in a long term/long distance relationship.

In another, apparently I wasn't useful, just frugal.

Done.